I am so excited to finally see something happening with this. Project SAVE is something that my mom and I have talked about forever and with the help of Michelle and my mom things are finally happening.
A lot has happened this week and after today it has made me realize a lot. I definitely still have a lot to work on when it comes to building relationships back up with my family and my relationship with myself. A good relationship is something that an eating disorder will take away from you. This is why I want to make this organization so known and really help people. When I first started dieting I had no idea about anything that went along with this disease until I was in way too deep. I am so excited that I am finally able to not be embarrassed to tell my secrets to the world and share my worst times with everyone. I think Michelle, my mother and I both feel that if we can help one person we will be ecstatic!
There is one thing I have wanted to say especially after this morning and I really am not good with face to face words….but I definitely want to thank my family for being there for me through this all. I don’t think anyone going into this understands the toll it will take on the closest relationships you have…..until that time comes. I also don’t think anyone understands that aside from working on yourself how difficult it can be to rebuild the other relationships as well. This is what I am looking forward to making everyone realize.
I have realized lately that everyone deserves the best and there is definitely a better life out there than living with an ED.
Here is a quote someone sent my mom that I LOVED!:)
“Choices, Chances, Changes. You must make a Choice to take Chance or your life will never Change.”